The Doubts of a Church Planter

In this first-person memoir, Pastor Peter Chin shares a story that most pastors can probably relate to, the reality vs the expectation of a church-planter or even the pastor of an established church:

Is this it? I thought to myself. I sat in my front-row chair, elbows on my knees, pretending to be deep in thought and prayer—an old pastors’ trick. In truth, I was resisting the urge to look behind me. After twenty seconds of courageous resistance, I finally succumbed and stole a glance backward at the…