Shadowed by the Illusory Person

Thomas Merton once said, “Every one of us is shadowed by an illusory person: a false self,

This is the man I want myself to be but who cannot exist, because God does not know anything about him. And to be unknown of God is altogether too much privacy. My false and private self is the one who wants to exist outside the reach of God’s will and God’s love—outside of reality and outside of life. And such a self cannot help but be an illusion. 

We are not very good at…